the life and lies of a silly little girl
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ( 10:12 pm )

she will be here, talking to a potrait of herself, a silly little girl
wishing she would become that of what she had became :
a happy little kid, jumping and running and chasing the ice cream man.
as ego and naivety takes over, she sheds only one tear, and holds the rest in her
and let the heart suffer.
she'd lie if she had to, to cover a lie, to cover the secrets of her life. so it probrably be a white lie instead. but who would notice? she's barely visible. even to those that matter the most.
what she does, barely turns out alright.
she waits for a call, every single night.
til that phone starts to ring
she continues to be
a silly little girl.


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the 'to's
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 ( 11:27 pm )

to like. to start with interest. to go and speak. to say hello. to talk and to chat. to build a friendship. to start to like. then to love. to feel an accidental feeling. to take friendship higher. to be ready to get hurt. to be hurt. and to hurt. to love and to like. to love one and to like another. to hurt two parties. to hurt ourself. to love. to smile. to laugh. to miss. and to be. wht if life determines us to face the 'to's even if we dont want to? what would happen if i choose to not 'to' at all? what if i 'to' differently? i drink my carrot juice and stare at my mum and her husband's wedding potrait. hoping for an answer. but probrably i ask to much, and i am suffering from missing alot i love. so ya-dah ya-dah. life goes on. boo hoo

p/s: i think carrot juice makes me drunk. or maybe im just too sleepy. ok i'll go sleep now and make sure my brain cells get their rest. theyve done alot of hard solid thinking today :]


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