Do you need that umbrella?
Thursday, September 24, 2009 ( 12:03 am )

She'd always get caught in the heavy rain. She'd walk in the heavy rain if she has to. She doesn't care if she'd get a headache afterwards. She'd just go through it. She doesn't mind getting wet all the time. Then came that one day. He came and brought her an umbrella. It wasn't a huge one, just a simple one; good enough for the both of them. He walked with her through the rain. He wouldn't let a single drop of rain touch the surface of her head. Every time a storm heads her way, he'd come and take her to a safer place. She'd get scared of the sound of thunder, but he'd come and say, "it's okay". The sun in her sky smiled just like he did. The weather was nice when he was around. Not too hot, nor too cold. Just nice. But it was never perfect. No no no. Then came that one day, a storm headed her way, he never came. She got back to walking in the rain by herself, without an umbrella to depend on. She'd get headaches, but she doesn't even want to bother. What more could she possibly do besides hoping that her sun in her sky will shine brightly again? How could she make the sun in her sky smile like that baby sun in Teletubbies? It stopped raining for a while. But then it started to rain a bit again. oh well. At least it's not raining heavily, right? At least she can walk without an umbrella.
It's just a matter of time.

She can't stop singing, "I wanna know what love is, I want you to show me.." before she met him. Gladly, she stopped annoying herself with that verse after he came. But he's gone now, long gone. But, actually he's not really gone. He's just not there. Great. Now she doesn't know what song to sing.
No matter.
It's only a matter of time.

Everybody needs everybody
Monday, September 14, 2009 ( 9:37 pm )

I used to feel so pathetic and pissed about the unfortunate events that has happened in the past. I kept on wondering, "why is this happening to me and not to anyone else?" and "why isn't there anyone who understands me?". But I kept on turning to Allah. I kept on asking what is the reason behind it all. But now I know. What has happened to me, is happening to the ones I love; to my dearest friends. Different situations though. But I seem to understand them in and out. Now I know why I had to go through all of that. Because someday(which is today) my friends will experience the same thing and they will need someone. And I am proud to say that I am there for them. It's nice to see how Allah plans it for you eh? I hope that He won't take away the patience and strength that I've built inside me for so long. Because not only I need it, but my friends need it too. I'm glad I'm the way I am today. I'm glad I'm more optimistic and less pessimistic. I'm glad that my unfortunate life events has become the most fortunate ones in my life.

I do believe that everything happens for a reason.
I do believe that what goes around comes around.
I do believe in love.
I do believe in Allah.

Til then.

Saturday, September 12, 2009 ( 1:54 pm )

It's name is Pen E-P1

( 6:08 am )

I need a time out. BADLY. That "under pressure" song is playing inside my head. Pfft. Ehh cakap pasal time out ni, I feel like eating time out chocolate! Ibu's favourite. She always needs a time out anyways. Ohh and I feel like eating maltiesers too. But cadbury's fruits and nuts is still on top of the list. Mmm..chocolate..yesss :)

Ohh. And look Shazana! Look what I've found!

This was last year. Can't remember when. But I'm sure of one thing. It's when time was on our side. It's when I couldn't stop playing Roiworld(it's a site for Korean dressup games.haha.addictive). It's when all things were "wohoo!" and "wehoo!". But now, it's all just.. "huhu" and "buhuhu". Thanks a lot SPM. But no matter. This is what makes life juicy! Ye tak?

And the war isn't over yet.

The war is almost over
Friday, September 11, 2009 ( 2:41 pm )

I'm still alive people. Thanks for worrying(pfft.haha).
While I was at war, I met the meanest and ugliest things: ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS TRIAL EXAMINATION PAPER.
But all of this will be over soon, and raya is just around the corner! Wave your hands in the air yaawww
I'll be back for raya. Don't worry. In the mean time, let's listen to this:

Til then. Toodles

p/s: To my best friend, I wish you all the strength in the world and hope that you'll be alright soon. Ily Ena<3

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