clueless
Thursday, February 28, 2008 ( 8:02 pm )

its been a long time since i blogged about something in my life. well, i have been busy. sports day. argh, makes me tired, my leg is aching really really REALLY bad. ya know, sometimes i dont understand why the best people dont deserve the best. and the not best people should ALWAYS get the best. i dont get it why the not best wont come to an understanding level with the best. im sure ure clueless about whatever shit im writing, but the clueless, THE BETTER (LOL). if i was the head of planet earth, i would want these "cant get over theyre past and dont want to move on therefore move on fakely and ruin other peoples lives" species of the world. i'd also open up special schools for special people of those who have maturity thinking problems or heartbreaking disorder. and then the world would be living in peace, with fresh green grass, and clear blue water, and women would give birth to a celup child because the mummy's celup too. and we, the "good" people, wouldnt have to worry about alot of things and can relax all day long. but if everyone was that perfect, then we wouldntve been born. agree? ;]





life shut down
Thursday, January 17, 2008 ( 9:59 pm )

i wanna be a turtle.
a small one. the small type that still can't swim and can only float on water.
a baby turtle.
that bunch of baby turtles that people take it to the hatching sanctuary to care for it, keep it away from danger.
to be loved.
i wanna be a tortoise.
the one that beat the hare in the race.
the one that was slow, but was still a winner.
the one that was innocent and kind, and everybody cheered for.
i wanna live with the brady bunch.
the bunch that lives happily together.
the bunch that loves each other, and cares for each other too.
the bunch that has a good life, great family, great bedroom.
the best thing, that bunch sticks together.
i wanna be the perfect girlfriend.
the one that can make the boyfriend happy at all times.
the one that can make him cry because he's touched.
the one that can make him laugh when i'm silly.
the one that can make him smile because he loves me.
can i be what i want to be? do i have the ability? is there such thing? one things for sure, is that i can never be the perfect girlfriend, because im not a perfect girl, nor am i a perfect friend. or daughter, or sister.
can i be forgiven..?






     
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