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I watched Papadom, a film by Afdlin Shauki last week with Ibu. At first Ibu thought I was joking. I bet she thought, "Adik nak tengok cerita Melayu kat cinema?? Biar benar!". Well, I'd say that if I were her. But still, I insisted on watching that movie, and so we did. Guess what? Ibu enjoyed it. ALOT. Couldn't stop laughing at the lame jokes. Geli hati. Haha. She probably felt a slight guilt for underestimating this movie. I must say it is indeed a good movie. I don't usually watch Malay films at the cinema. Bapak and Abg Hakim, it's not that I don't want to support Malaysia's film industry, it's just that sometimes banyak sangat filem yang merapu, merepek dan merosakkan. People like me prefer the truth. Yasmin Ahmad was the truth, but everyone knows that she's no longer with us. Lagipun, filem Malaysia cepat keluar kat TV. That's what my friends say. I bet a lot of people think the same way, too. Itulah masalahnya. :( Bapak and Abg Hakim, I'm counting on you two!
Ok back to Papadom: If you think your father doesn't give a damn about you, and only gives a damn about his job, then do watch this movie, PLEASE. Trust me. I used to think that way. But now, I know how to appreciate him more, Alhamdulillah. I couldn't help but to cry as it reaches towards the ending. I couldn't help but to think of Bapak and only Bapak. Tambah lagi Ibu kat sebelah tu asyik tanya,"Adik are you okay?". Haiyoo. Awin pula kata Diyana tengok dengan ayah dia haritu. Habis je dia peluk ayah dia. Adik tak dapat peluk Bapak pun :'(
I am proud to say that I've told my dad I love him several times. Through sms, on the phone and even through facebook(yes.my dad's a technology daddy.lol). Most of you are too shy to say it. Sometimes the dads are the shy ones. If you haven't told your dad, or your mum, or anyone you love, that you love 'em, then please do before it's too late. And to the daddies, jangan lah segan-segan bagitau anak sendiri! Nanti rugi. Three simple words, I LOVE YOU. :)
I must say I am grateful that I am happy again. You may be wondering,"has Allah sent her an angel from above?". Well, I guess you can put it that way. I don't know what will happen, I don't know if it's real, but I do know one thing: I AM HAPPY. Doesn't matter if it's temporary or whatever. To all whom has worried for the past 4 months, you can now sit back, relax and sigh with relief to know that I am smiling again. These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive. These are the moments I'll remember all my life. :)
*Thumbs up to Afdlin Shauki. Who would've thought the guy who took the picture of Ibu and I would turn out to make such great movies? Bapak, I miss you. I'll see you after SPM! Abg Hakim, wait for me. I'll be coming over soon :D
I now know makan and tidur. I now know huge numbers. I now know tears of joy. I now know true friends. Although there's one thing I still don't know of, But I now know what I know. And I thank you all for it. And I thank you for yesterday.
Do you need that umbrella? Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 12:03 AM
She'd always get caught in the heavy rain. She'd walk in the heavy rain if she has to. She doesn't care if she'd get a headache afterwards. She'd just go through it. She doesn't mind getting wet all the time. Then came that one day. He came and brought her an umbrella. It wasn't a huge one, just a simple one; good enough for the both of them. He walked with her through the rain. He wouldn't let a single drop of rain touch the surface of her head. Every time a storm heads her way, he'd come and take her to a safer place. She'd get scared of the sound of thunder, but he'd come and say, "it's okay". The sun in her sky smiled just like he did. The weather was nice when he was around. Not too hot, nor too cold. Just nice. But it was never perfect. No no no. Then came that one day, a storm headed her way, he never came. She got back to walking in the rain by herself, without an umbrella to depend on. She'd get headaches, but she doesn't even want to bother. What more could she possibly do besides hoping that her sun in her sky will shine brightly again? How could she make the sun in her sky smile like that baby sun in Teletubbies? It stopped raining for a while. But then it started to rain a bit again. oh well. At least it's not raining heavily, right? At least she can walk without an umbrella. It's just a matter of time.
She can't stop singing, "I wanna know what love is, I want you to show me.." before she met him. Gladly, she stopped annoying herself with that verse after he came. But he's gone now, long gone. But, actually he's not really gone. He's just not there. Great. Now she doesn't know what song to sing. No matter. It's only a matter of time.
Everybody needs everybody Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 9:37 PM
I used to feel so pathetic and pissed about the unfortunate events that has happened in the past. I kept on wondering, "why is this happening to me and not to anyone else?" and "why isn't there anyone who understands me?". But I kept on turning to Allah. I kept on asking what is the reason behind it all. But now I know. What has happened to me, is happening to the ones I love; to my dearest friends. Different situations though. But I seem to understand them in and out. Now I know why I had to go through all of that. Because someday(which is today) my friends will experience the same thing and they will need someone. And I am proud to say that I am there for them. It's nice to see how Allah plans it for you eh? I hope that He won't take away the patience and strength that I've built inside me for so long. Because not only I need it, but my friends need it too. I'm glad I'm the way I am today. I'm glad I'm more optimistic and less pessimistic. I'm glad that my unfortunate life events has become the most fortunate ones in my life.
I do believe that everything happens for a reason. I do believe that what goes around comes around. I do believe in love. I do believe in Allah.
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